Sunday, January 22, 2006 i love pasar malams. the lights, the sounds, the people, the food. wanted to eat ramly burger but couldn't find it so settled for pancake hotdog. it was delicious. my new addiction! :)
watched i not stupid too yesterday. the show has many emo parts but the funny parts are quite good. & the kids! so cute. watch for the actors only also worth it. its a typical jack neo show, predictable.
went confession and the priest said it was a good confession. ironic. i think its good only cos of the things i confessed. he must have thought it was brave of me to actually confess those stuff. major sins make a good confession.
cny is coming but the festive mood is still not in me. other than eating loads of pineapple tarts which left me feeling nauseous, i can hardly feel the spirit. but im excited about eating yu shang! :D
thought about my cny last year. sad memories. this year will be better.
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i wish i knew the right things to say at the right times. when do you know when to keep silent or give advice? how do you comfort someone. why is your own advice so hard to follow?
im confused. i don't know a lot of things and i want people to make decisions for me but i know that there are some things that only i can decide. tough world :/
for once, i want to know im making the right decisions. for once, i want to be truly happy. for once, i wish the world was perfect.
im only human and i get tired. im trying my best. just taking a short break. give me time and i'll make everything alright. just trust me.
but i'm hoping you'll stay
for the happy ending.
[ 9:30 PM ]